Random Thoughts of a Lusty Mind...

Long nights, rough mornings, empty sheets next to me. Despair besets me as the loneliness of a lost spirit fills my soul. Moving on seems like such a difficult task of love lost in the mist of mistrust and deceit. Yet a time-traveling heart is a weak prey already sought after by its predator. Lies become synonymous with truth and truth is now void through evolution. Love is a weak emotion fueled by thoughts catering to the fantasy of a vicarious persona. Who are we and why has purpose driven me in the direction of entrapment dazed by the confusion of past experiences? Dreams they say, ahhh, the past experiences of a reincarnated life drowned in the Karma of the lessons left to unfold. Aching hearts reveal truth beyond defense mechanisms guarding the prideful queen of hearts ducking behind the spade looking to cut so deep wounds bleed words. It speaks! But there's no understanding because the chains of the world silence the anomalies. The right of a first amendment has a caveat of the expectation to be judged by a collective agreement of written rules slated as normal. We shall never overcome and instead we shall develop the ability to submit. Who are you? You have no identity lost in the acceptance in which you seek and the wretchedness funneled by that sole desire. My submission of my past to the world is to direct my path to freedom of my heart’s soul slain not long ago. It speaks…
-Lusty

ARE YOU A DABBLER???

George Leonard says in love relationships the Dabbler specializes in honeymoons. He revels in seduction and surrender, the telling of life stories, the display of love’s tricks and trappings: the ego on parade. When the initial ardor starts to cool, he starts looking around. To stay on the path of mastery would mean changing himself. How much easier it is to jump into another bed and start the process all over again. The Dabbler might think of himself as an adventurer, a connoisseur of novelty, but he’s probably closer to being what Carl Jung calls the puer aeternus, the eternal KID. Though partners change, he or she stays just the same.

Quote of the Week

"Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness."
-Desiderata

My Musical Mood this week!